Memories. They should be forgotten!

I remember this place. It was in Cavite. It is where we celebrated our closing party when I was in 4th yr high school. The date was March 23, 2009. It was so unforgettable. I wish I could turn back time. It was the last time we where together, as lovers. March 22, I treated my friends in a bar near us. And I asked him (my ex boyfriend now) to come. Then, later that night he slept at our house, and then the next morning, he came with us in Cavite. Because my mother also asked him to go with me.

Sana hindi na natapos yunng araw na yun. I can still remember nung pauwi na, nakasandal sya saken sa bus habang natutulog, then it was sunset that time. Ang bilis pa ng byahe. Hinihiling ko nga na magkatraffic eh, it's like nararamdaman ko na yun na ung last time na magkakasama kame bilang magbf at gf. At tulad ng naramdaman ko, yun na nga yun. I want a time machine so badly :(( How I wish I have one. Gusto ko ibalik lahat. Kahit na hindi ganun kasaya yung naging relationship namen, alam ko namn yun, gusto ko paring balik balikan.

Just like what I said, makakahanap din ako ng bagong boyfriend. Someone who's much better. At yung mahal talaga ako at kuntento na saken. Di ko lang alam kung kelan. Saka, ayaw ko pa ring magbf ngayon. I'm quite happy and contented na having my friends. Pag nagbf ako ngayon, pwedeng mauwi din sa break up. Then it'll take me again a long time para makarecover. Nakakaasar kaya yung ganun. Oh well. Bahala naa.

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Another night, it's all come rushing back to me again. And I can't help it.