I'm back. Well, today's fine. Supposed to be where goin to be interviewed in Psychology for our final exam. And supposed to be presenting something on Filipino. I wasn't planning on accomplishing any of the two, until my prof told me that they're going to put an incomplete mark on my grades. So k fine, I'm forced to do so. I thought we'll be able to finish today, but again we didn't. The profs got lazy so they told us to come back tomorrow for the interview and the presentation. Blaaaaaaaaaah!
Oh, I smoked a lot of cigars today. I dunno whats gotten into me. We also had a drink tonight, only a bottle of matador. I only had a few shots, well, I wasn't actually drunk. I'm just not in the mood to drink. Something's bothering me and I can't seem to figure out what it is.
Later on, maybe after an hour or 2, I finally figured out whats bothering me. It's about the "ex" thingy. K! I know I should move on. Well, I actually did. I'm happy with my friends as of now. And I'm not thinking of him anymore. There's just this time, that it all comes rushing back to me. And I can't help it.
I can't understand myself. I can't think of what to do. I tried stopping. It worked. But only for a few days or so. And then, It just keeps getting stronger.
"ewan ko ba. alam kong di sya karapat daoat mahalin ng sobra dahil di sya ganun kabuting bf.
at lagi nya kong tinetaken for granted. and whats worse is, habang ako, nagkakaganto sa kanya. eh sya, wala paring paki. sino nga ba ko? di din naman ata nya ko tinuring na ex gf."
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ruined!
late post for august 24 ♥
Oh, I smoked a lot of cigars today. I dunno whats gotten into me. We also had a drink tonight, only a bottle of matador. I only had a few shots, well, I wasn't actually drunk. I'm just not in the mood to drink. Something's bothering me and I can't seem to figure out what it is.
Later on, maybe after an hour or 2, I finally figured out whats bothering me. It's about the "ex" thingy. K! I know I should move on. Well, I actually did. I'm happy with my friends as of now. And I'm not thinking of him anymore. There's just this time, that it all comes rushing back to me. And I can't help it.
I can't understand myself. I can't think of what to do. I tried stopping. It worked. But only for a few days or so. And then, It just keeps getting stronger.
"ewan ko ba. alam kong di sya karapat daoat mahalin ng sobra dahil di sya ganun kabuting bf.
at lagi nya kong tinetaken for granted. and whats worse is, habang ako, nagkakaganto sa kanya. eh sya, wala paring paki. sino nga ba ko? di din naman ata nya ko tinuring na ex gf."
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ruined!
late post for august 24 ♥
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